just got home not long ago (: dance tday was quite tiring. feeling drained now. i guess teacher's day item was quite fun though. just that it was really hot. i hope they repair the studio aircon soon. can't imagine having to live with it like that for the rest of the year. it's really like a sauna or smth. im dreading monday. i think it's gonna be quite embarassing. and i sort of wish we could join in the carnival or celebrations like everyone else for once and not have to worry abt performing. i think it would be quite fun. seems like we always have to miss out on this kinda thing cos of dance. like the water games during orientation2. or the funfair stuff. or racial harmony. oh well. guess it can't really be helped though.

well the weekend is here again. i know it's weird...but i don't like weekends. i haven't liked them since that time. and i still don't. weekends give you too much time to think about things. and i'd much rather be in sch where at least you're surrounded by people i can talk to. alot of people can't seem to understand why i feel this way. but i guess only those who have been in that situation before would get it.

i haven't studied in a long time. and i still don't feel like studying today. i just feel really tired. and like i have no energy to do anything. i think i will still try to do smth tday though. there are so many tests coming up. and i don't wanna fail. at least my mum isn't in singapore to nag at me these few days...and to try to psycho me into taking tuition.

ohh there's this huge huge spider web near my house bus-stop with this huge yellow spider. and it creeps me out whenever i walk past. it's really very big. why am i so unlucky. i seem to have alot of affinity with spiders this week. like that day in the cafe. i was so freaked out i almost cried. haha. and like yestd in the studio. oh well that's more of xwei's bad luck than mine though. at least i wasn't the one who almost touched it. haha.

okay i need to go take my shower now (: