half-day today. haha after school we went to the dance studio to practise for awhile. and i had to finish up my gp essay. turns out me and xwei were the only ones who didn't do it last night..cos we were on the phone with each other. haha. anyway after that me xwei and roslyn went to plaza sing, where we met back up with victoria. then me and vic went to watch star wars while xwei and ros walked around. haha. the show was quite gd. dunno why everyone's been saying it's lousy and boring and stuff. i wasn't bored ! haha neither was vic. thought the show was kinda sad though. esp the part where all the jedi knights were being murdered. quite depressing, really. haha if i ever owned a lightsaber i'd want mine to be purple. it's so pretty. haha.
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everybody cries. everybody bleeds. no one ever said that life's an easy thing. that's the beauty of it, when you lose your way close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.
feeling abit down now for some reason. haha...3 days. what's the use of even hoping. nowadays i don't like getting my hopes up. it just leaves room for disappointment. if i don't hope, i don't hurt. haha. aren't things simpler that way.
now i can't decide if im happy or sad that the term is almost over. sad cos i love school...and i want to come to school. i don't want the june holidays to come. and it also means that time's passed so fast. one quarter of my jc life is over. hmmm happy cos this term has been an exceptionally unlucky and bad one for me. and maybe it's better if it just comes to a close so that i can start all over again in term 3, free from everything that's happened. i guess im still more sad than happy though. haha..i don't even know what im saying.
decided not to celebrate my birthday this year. i'll probably have dance anyway. haha..looks like i'll be spending my birthday alone again. but maybe that isn't such a bad thing after all. at least i have gd friends that i know i can always depend on to spend it with. rather than spend my birthday with someone i'll feel like punching a few months later. haha. oh well..dance again tmr.
